Born Aware

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V44CDFpvY2Q

weapon is saying being in waking state

practices i realized being experiencer

is always associated with the present

moment

but what does it mean

awareness happens after the event has

happened or after there was a dream some

gap is there in understanding it does

not mean that the experiencer came back

after the event it does not mean like

this you see experiencer is there

in the present experiencer is there in

the past and experience is there in the

future why because it's timeless when is

the past it is now where is the future

it is now the experience it is always

now

but the memory can be there and you can

see that in your memory you can see that

there was no awareness there was no

knowledge of it when it happened but the

experiencer is always there so when can

you be aware you can be aware now only

because you see awareness is not a

memory awareness is simply realization

that look i am the witness i am that

which experience which is experiencing

the illusion this much is the awareness

this thought this knowledge this

intelligence is the awareness now when

can this come this can come only now and

if it happens related to a past memory

no problem at all it is still good don't

think that oh that event it happened

without awareness

in darkness total mechanically so now it

is useless to think about it no no

you can become aware like this that look

that happened and there was no awareness

the mind knows nothing about the past

nothing about the future actually the

mind will

simply take it as it is happening now

and you are aware now

sometimes i give a ritual like thing

that you sit down and like a video you

play back the event in your mind and

this time it should be witnessed with

full awareness i'm telling you the mind

knows no difference between what is

being played and what is really

happening it has no way to know it that

is also illusion this is also illusion

it will think that it is the real event

now but it is happening in awareness so

the karmic substance that was the dirt

that was taken on when there was no

awareness

will be neutralized now when you're

playing it back in awareness

it is some kind of forgiving actually

in tantra we can call it forgiving same

thing same method is being used here i

have told this method somewhere writing

that there are three three kinds of

awarenesses you can say three steps of

awareness then initially you will be

blown away by the events in the life

won't be there won't be any awareness

which is not a big thing actually that

is how you lived

so normal thing and but then after a few

days or few hours the awareness comes oh

it happened without knowledge now

this is you see very natural that we

come to know that some events happened

without awareness there is nothing to

worry the mind has no way to distinguish

the past from the present

and the experiencer well for it past

means nothing at all the same stream of

sounds and

visions and

all these things emotions and thoughts

for experiencer same thing

don't even think that oh this is past

now i shouldn't i should be careful in

the future no no you can be

aware in the past like this bring in the

awareness of that event present you

already know how to be present how to do

it in the present moment it is not a job

that you need to do it is a state that

you need to be in it is more awake than

the usual wakefulness it is with

knowledge the intellect is filled with

knowledge while it is doing the ordinary

task of handling the situation you don't

need to do anything extraordinary also

and you will find that you are actually

not inclined to do anything at all all

that is unnecessary will not be done if

your intelligence is and the level of

awareness remember awareness is just

another layer of intelligence just

another layer of the memory where the

thought is that i am the experiencer

it's filled with knowledge

light so you will see see that you know

you are doing the same ordinary thing or

you are not even doing that you it cuts

down to 90 percent the activities you

know they are reduced by 90 percent

and then you do whatever you know full

awareness and continue

i won't say forget don't forget remember

it's not going to cause a karmic

deposit in the causal body nothing to

worry at all you see it is burnt it is

gone what will be deposited in the

memory is the awareness the illusion

happened and i was aware of it

that much impression will be there in

your memory which is good isn't it

because it it will be very useful in the

next birth you will be born aware see

how beautiful it is because the

impressions are being stored in the

causal body if you spend most of your

life like this especially the end time

of your life the old age if you spend in

awareness you will find that you're born

in awareness with whole knowledge of

everything including the worldly

knowledge of arts and sciences skills

and you get to choose your birth and uh

is it that is kind of beyond your

experience but all this will happen

which we dream of

and then you see

being aware before

the event happens

that is the ability that very few people

have it is not planning to become aware

you see okay i am going to do something

in the future let me become aware from

now onwards no no no what is it it is

becoming aware of what will be the

result of my actions

what should i do because the event is

not happening right now in this future

so you become aware of that event even

before it has happened so that you are

absolutely ready when it happens like

you are meeting

somebody who whom you don't like can be

anybody relative or your boss or anybody

you see and

once you decide to do that i need to

meet him there onwards you can start

thinking about how the reactions will be

there and how what is my habitual

reaction what is the habitual reaction

of that person and so on you see there

will be already fear and anger and

whatever negativity in you competition

jealousy whatever is there you say

attraction

lust you need to become

ready for that in full awareness

and when that event happens you will see

that it is like very very smooth

it will be always like this you don't

need to do too much you can get away

without acting sometimes

so

these are the three three stages of

awareness

that will cause a total awareness in the

waking state now this habit that you

have formed here will spill into dreams

you will find the dreams are gone

totally or they become like a movie in

front of you sometimes it looks like

movies playing and it's complete garbage

you say what is it that is awareness

actually affirmative dream and then

there will be awareness in the projected

state which is a difficult topic so i

don't talk too much about it it is

explained a lot in the hindi videos but

not so much in the english you see

there's a lot of material about it

on the internet already so i did not

bother which is not our path actually

it's a tantric path so that will spill

in the

projected state which is our natural

state that happens every night or

whenever you sleep and

it will spill in the

uh

sleep you don't need to do too much no

like people ask me this question you

know there is no technique to become

aware in the sleep i said can you do a

technique when you are sleeping

can you do it can you imagine things can

you chant the mantra in your deep sleep

or no i cannot do it okay that's why

there is no technique simple your waking

awareness will spill into the sleep wait

for it no no tell me something about the

death same thing if you are aware

especially in the last few days

of your life this life that is

guaranteed to happen in awareness the

awareness is like reflex of the

this martial art player or the warrior

he is normal but as soon as he is

attacked can you see it takes a

millisecond for him to be in position

and to defend that is how awareness

should be like something happened and

you need to be absolutely aware at the

time

i'm going to insult somebody now because

they cannot write in the program okay

the awareness should be there

immediately the words should be measured

now and now i cannot talk loosely

somebody may get hurt there

but they need to get hurt you know

otherwise how will they improve so it is

like this

it should be like a reflex and when you

know that i'm going to die now by i am i

mean you see the body

so

it should come back like a reflex okay i

cannot see now okay i cannot breathe now

okay the consciousness is leaving me

okay the five senses are leaving me this

should be a reflex all the time when the

death is happening and if you have done

the projections and all these things

dreams and like it is child's play for

you now

death is a permanent projection isn't it

there's no coming back in the same body

i mean in the same world so it is so

easy it is so easy if you understand

then it is easy if you think awareness

let me see which mantra it involves what

ritual there is do i need to stop eating

onions to be aware and now it is total

garbage now you're not on the path

you're not listening to guru at all

whatever reading and listening is you

know noodle soup in your mind because

too many paths too many words

nonsense words no discipline so no

awareness

why do i keep saying these things you

see because the end result is awareness

end result of the program and if when i

see no awareness i know what happened

there

this exam that we do is actually not

really the exam your real exam is your

awareness your life is your exam isn't

it our lives are our test and you know

guru field they are very notorious very

naughty people they will set up

something in your life to test your

awareness always

the more grace they have you know the

more difficult your life will be

now i'm joking you say

they also assist in

doing this practice what is my exam

doing what is my test doing you know

i can tell you honestly it is for the

security purpose only by taking your

exam by taking your test i make sure

that you are not going to harm yourself

by doing this

practices experiments that is the honest

answer do i really care how much

knowledge you have no

it is your path no i can only as answer

your questions i can only clear your

doubts

it is not my goal to make you

knowledgeable ganny but

i need to ensure that you don't

go in the practices without taking the

minimal knowledge at least so

that is when i am sure about it then i

say okay go ahead i know you know even

there also people are going to fail but

as you know this is a simply

filtering mechanism that's all it is