https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-UmvpzYqOg4
rajid is saying if this is all a dream
isn't the idea of self-awareness for
this dreamer character also part of the
dream very good question yes
the awareness is the only event in this
dream which brings you out of the dream
that is why it is important
all other events
all that happens in the dream
they will take you into the dream they
will engage you only the
self-realization and remembering it will
take you out of the dream that is why it
has a special importance although it is
totally part of the dream
it is like the thorn that removes the
thorn that is stuck in your hand and
then you throw all
those thorns are it is the boat that you
use to cross the river then you leave
the boat things like that you see
metaphors are given so what is the use
of awareness come out of the dream then
is there a real need to be aware no not
at all
i think it was iran krishna paramounts
or somebody i don't remember the story
now but
somebody came and
said
i can't remember that i am the self all
the time and he said don't worry when i
cannot remember
that i am the self all the time so
he said but you are the paramhans is it
even possible for you to forget and he
said no it's not possible that does not
mean that like stupid i'll keep
repeating it that i am the self
you see the simplicity of this person
the awareness has to be very natural
like
how do you remember your name and you
will say yes
how many times you repeat your name
every day no need no need it comes when
it is necessary so when somebody asks
you write down your name
you don't have any problems there it is
same way do you remember your boy or
girl you're a man or a woman how many
times you check it
so
same
know that you are the self which means
you are the experiencer know it well
clear all your doubts check it again but
there's no need to mad after that is
there a need to be mad initially we put
a lot of stress on this be aware be
aware don't lose it don't
then you need to simply let go and relax
like why because
it's not really important from the
perspective of the dream not really
important
the knowledge and the ignorance is made
sane the true and the false is made same
the victory and the defeat is same
the birth and the death is same in the
rebirth entry that death no problem at
all so initially just to put the student
on the track we put a lot of intensity
behind it i said no no matter what you
need to be aware and once the student is
trained for it then you don't need to
tell him or her
it is like learning to drive the car the
instructor will say break break break
stop stop you're going to turn the stop
now slow down slow down but do you need
the instruction the instructor there all
your life telling this to you while you
drive do you need him there no once you
learn it you learn it now it will happen
spontaneously this is the idea so that
is why it is called awareness
experiment
i don't even call it practice because
people will think i need to do it whole
life
but sometimes i said no no you will need
to do it whole
whole of your life and they get tense by
that what do you mean
you told me there are no practices
but the practice becomes automatic after
some years
yes it takes years
many years we have no hurry given the
knowledge if even if it takes two or
three lifetimes the person the seeker on
the path of knowledge has no concern is
totally careless who is concerned about
i am not achieving i am not a g there is
some worldly virus remained in the mind
because the world is all about achieving
isn't it so
some seekers may think that you see
awareness i need to achieve the
awareness
no there's no need to achieve anything
just let go of your ignorance
be careless
the existences is completely okay with
not being aware of being ignorant being
in darkness is completely okay because
there is a knowledge probably there that
it is a dual thing if there is awareness
somewhere there will be an awareness
somewhere if there is knowledge
somewhere there will be ignorance
somewhere and
that cannot be avoided so knowing that
it is a play we play you play this game
and do not worry too much if there is no
awareness
embrace it as soon as it comes
just prefer it more than others
you see other activities because what
the awareness is also activity mental
activity only it's a layer
and who knows what happens after
significant amount of evolution who
knows what happens to this layer it
becomes unimportant i think why do you
recommend it because
you are suffering if there is no
suffering we recommend nothing don't
even get the knowledge you say
probably
it will stop your happiness when you
come to know that
all your money and all your
girls and all your
pets
dogs cats all the animals that you're
surrounded by they're unreal
so we let that person enjoy for a while
as soon as we see the suffering we
intervene give them the knowledge now
enjoy again you see don't worry about
you know do i need to be aware if if
you're not suffering let go of awareness
and all these practices
experiments
it's all good then and your end of
suffering will not be like a party that
happens for whole day and whole night
all year no it will be like a peace
blissful non-happening
now the ego will say i don't want this
i'm happy with the party and the drama
don't worry that will also continue in
this background of peace and bliss the
ego does not know it so it panics
but
the party continues it is seen as
moving pictures
enjoyed complete bliss
you will not become happy and you will
not become
sad you will become peaceful and you
will become blissful because this is a
good kind of peace there is the non-dual
peace which never goes away even when it
looks like that it is going away it is
simply there as a background your
attention has shifted
the attention has gone away not the
peace
know this much and then dive into the
there's nothing bad in the world isn't
it what is bad in the world ignorance of
it
suffering due to that world is not bad
the illusion is not bad my is good my is
me only i am the illusion also now don't
be partial be impartial
so in buddhism this is called you know
coming back to the marketplace or
something like this
you're tired of the marketplace too
noisy you go away for some time then you
come back because there is there is
nothing else than the illusion there is
nowhere to go there is no other reality
where you can be blissful and please
peaceful no
it is here and now in this battleground
or whatever you call it a movie
dramatic movie there is the peace there
is the bliss sansar is the nirvana there
is no other place which is called nirvan
so nothing changes because nothing needs
to change isn't it what needs to change
is you that is simply your attitude
that's all this knowledge is not too big
the ignorance that you're holding is too
big
drop it simple change
you can see there is extreme
carelessness here extreme amount of
carelessness extreme amount of
aimlessness my aim is to become aimless
so
there is nothing apart from the dream
and it is wise to accept this
continue never worry about awareness or
anything knowledge are there oh i have
not experienced it today don't worry
it's not possible you are the
experiencer today you are the ex you
were the experiencer yesterday and you
will be who cares
this carelessness will bring smile on
your face all the time
whenever
you're frowning whenever you're crying
no problem it's all okay because it
comes and goes when it goes you laugh at
yourself oh that also happens very
strange kind of
state is this and
this is what i called total surrender
the path of knowledge does not end in
knowledge it ends in surrender
it does not end in freedom from the
dream it ends in surrendering to the
dream see how amazing this is how
beautiful this is
you can surrender right now so isn't it
without this mumbo jumbo of knowledge
but you don't do it
don't do it that's why we need to do all
kinds of arrangements to bring you to
the surrender and after the surrender
arrives you think that i should have
done this long ago why didn't i do this
so it is all purification isn't it it's
a process of purification knowledge is
also purification of ignorance that's
all it is you're not going to become big
you're not going to become wise you're
not going to become a guru or something
like this you will become small you'll
become humble you will become nobody you
will have nothing to do no aims
no goals you don't worry about what is
true also and you don't worry about what
is false also
there are some people who will stop one
step before this happens and they are
called the bodhisattvas they say
i know
there is nothing to do here knowing this
fully
i'll do that which i think is necessary
they
they knowingly don't take the final step
fully knowing that there is no final
step you know what i mean that being the
bodhisattva is also final step they know
they say it like this this is also part
of the surrender levels so they remain
back and they adopt the true and false
and they adopt the knowledge and
ignorance and they take the birth and
death of whatever form they want
extremely powerful people and they teach
this is called the bodhisattva tendency
and many people have this tendency so
from the ultimate point of view there's
no difference between some somebody who
has completely dissolved gone gone
forever and bodhisatt no difference at
all that is what i could understand
because the advert people have this
objection
who are you going to liberate is there
anybody whom are you going to
and and this you know wherever this
bodhisattva word comes in the scriptures
it is clearly written that in liberating
everyone i know that no one is liberated
something like this written there it is
shocking isn't it
saying will they again start from
scratch as ignorant they will do
whatever is necessary
probably will never understand it is
extreme kind of play yes
extreme kind of play like we are playing
a small play of being aware here and
there you know playing with this dreams
and states and so on
they are playing with the whole illusion
too powerful
for them coming back as ignorant peanuts
probably they're they're already having
a thousand incarnations in all parts of
the illusion so that is one way to spend
the eternity
some people object that look he is too
attached to the individuality
bodhisattva
says that i am going to do this isn't it
but no hardly any individual there the
individual appears if it is necessary
they are beyond all individuality
already so i cannot call them he or she
or they nothing that is what why it was
called bodhisatt bodhi means knowledge
sato means essence does not mean a
person or a title
it's not a degree so very similar to
guru field you see very similar similar
saying
no no afters are tiny whiny compared to
bodhisattva you know the job of the
after is maintenance of the illusion job
of the bodhisattva is to
is to show the illusion is to make the
illusion
naked in front of seekers you see true
nature cannot be shown but illusion can
be shown look this is illusion what is
the job of the after is to maintain
clean it up sometimes it goes wrong and
some something appears here although all
the cleaning process is going on without
a human form also but sometimes the
human form becomes important because
only human form can leave a teaching
behind and as you know
the avatars are completely ineffective
they are like a maintenance process in
the universal memory so we know the
major ones we don't know the minor ones
the minor ones come and cause one or two
wars or something and they disappear so
why does the universal memory need to
come as a human to do this and nobody
understands this that is why we call it
as lila play it is playful so today i'm
going to take human form to clean up
something probably i'll teach these
idiots here what is what is the proper
way to live what is knowledge and all so
it's it's a play for it
it can simply sit there and
hold the thought in its mind and
everything can be cleaned like this but
that is not not how it works i've seen
it respects its own rules
the universal memory has to respect its
own rules whatever we call as the rules
of the memory laws of the mind so i
don't claim to understand all these
things
because then there are no questions i'm
just drifting away in this topic from
the point of view of our ego there is a
long boring eternity in front of us
emptiness
that's what the ego can imagine isn't it
but no this thing appears in so many
forms so many ways in finite which we
cannot comprehend which we've never
experienced so far we have heard some
stories and then also very limited we
have not heard all the stories also
so if you have a doubt that you see it's
going to become boring after
self-realization probably for some time
it may look like nothing is there to do
but the real
spiritual life starts after graduation
just like a student can think that my
school is over now my college is going
to be over and all the fun will
disappear which i had in the college but
no the real fun begins as soon as you
start searching for a job then
that is the real fun
challenges all the struggle
all the running after money and
power and
skills the promotions
all the good and evil things you do to
launch your business
become successful there and so on that
is the real play now do you think
at the time that let me go back to the
school that was much more you know fun
than this one no you will never say like
this so those who are seeking those who
are trying to get the knowledge they're
like school children and they think that
it will be boring like life after the
school
but it is not like this it is our
ignorance only we think like this
some seekers come to me they say what
will i do if it gets liberated you see
you are saying that nothing remains in
the causal body and what is the fun in
that so i say you will never know right
now
you're too little to know all these
things do that which the guru told you
get yourself liberated finish your
enough suffering don't don't let your
mind decide here the mind knows nothing
the individual knows nothing about these
things that's why we call it spiritual
it is not something which you will know
just like the child in the nursery
school does not know that why he is
being forced into the nursery school he
wants to play at home but parents are
sending him to the school he has no clue
why this needs to be done same way we
have no clue why we need to get the
knowledge drop the ignorance
live a spiritual life
we have no clue so here a little bit of
faith surrender
should be there you
you recognize the importance of it then
you don't doubt it let the mind say
whatever it wants to say
like i say once once you enter the
spiritual path only good can happen
whatever looks like something is
something bad has happened is also good
the only bad thing that
that can happen is you leaving the
spiritual path i'm not even talking
about the path of knowledge if you don't
like it leave it don't leave all of it
join some other guru join some other
paths no problem at all there is the
only bad thing that can happen is
relapsing into the world without getting
the knowledge
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