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does enlightenment happen in a moment
or is it a practice
that happens gradually you must have
seen many people they are doing some
practice to get enlightened
or for self-realization
so what kind of practice will
make you self-realized
or what will enlighten you what kind of
actions
will enlighten you and keep you
enlightened so this is a very common
question
and it is totally a result of
no guidance because the person has never
met any guru
the person has never met any teacher
and he has probably seen some people who
are enlightened or whatever probably he
has heard somewhere that
you need to get enlightened and then
the mind starts
planning
it's enlightenment
and therefore this question comes what
should i need what should i do what do i
need to do
to get enlightened
or whatever this state is
and
how to achieve it
and then
how to remain there
and what is the technique to
achieve that
this points to a wrong path
the person has taken a wrong path
so is it gradual no it doesn't take time
no
is it
based on a technique no
so if
self-realization is the realization
of the true nature of what we are
then
it logically follows that what we are
are that right now also
the true nature is present right now
also
so will the true nature appear gradually
will it start building up somewhere
that's not true nature if it needs to be
brought
from
somewhere if it is a product of a
practice
if it is a product of a technique it
cannot be
the true nature because that would imply
that it is absent right now
and if it is absent right now then what
is your true nature
right now
so it is
not possible
and the
true nature is always here
it does not happen gradually
if it is being realized gradually then
probably you are realizing something
else not your true nature because the
true nature does not
happen in
stages there is no stage number one of
true nature and then tomorrow you will
get the next dose and then after one
year
other dose and finally
the true nature is complete
it is not like this
it has to be
right now right here
so what is enlightenment and what is the
realization of truth this true nature
why i don't know it
these are the questions coming from a
mind a confused mind
which needs a little bit of pointing out
that's all the true nature cannot be
pointed out
that is another trouble
because it would be very easy if
their guru or somebody else or some i
could even write a book you know do this
and this and this
go here sit there and look in this
direction and look inside are all
and no it is not possible to do that
true nature cannot be pointed out
what what can you do
is to point out the false nature
that is all
and the false nature is pointed out
and then when this
ignorance about what i am not
is removed
then the true nature is revealed
and it should not take more than two
minutes to to reveal it
what do we do and we have in advaith we
have this very effective methods called
self inquiry
or progressive
discarding
of what you are not
remember that the guru will not show you
your true nature never
he will show you only that which you
assume is your true nature
some people don't even assume they are
totally blank
so this is a good place to start i don't
know what is my true nature
that means you are already there 50
percent
you're already on the edge the guru will
give a push and you'll fall into the
true nature
but it becomes a little bit
of trouble if
you have assumptions if you have blind
beliefs of all kinds like my true nature
is this body
this pile of matter is me
this is the only true truth
about
me
and this means
a lot of work will be needed to destroy
the superstition that i am the body
and this is
actually possible it is very brutal
it can be done
in few seconds
but the real problem is when people
assume
something which is non-physical as their
true nature
now good luck removing that belief
because you can very clearly see
the truth of the body
but
if something is in the mind
then it becomes a psychological
procedure to remove it
it is
kind of difficult
because of the assumptions then it is
totally depends on the skill of the guru
the guru needs to be very skillful here
the guru needs to see into the mind
and then
find out
what are the real assumptions and why
the assumptions are there
and then on the spot
the teacher will
fabricate a method
a made up method
some solution upay
to
cut
that ignorance down
it is complicated
that's why
you need a guru
if you had no assumptions at all
you would see it in one second
a mind is very active highly
intellectual mind humans
and therefore
it is
it is engaged in only that
which can be put into language
symbols of some kind
so
i was recently listening to some music
and i saw something strange which
everybody
must have seen when they are engrossed
in music
the mind
is gone
when you are in the music you see when
you are engrossed in the music
the mind is absent
the symbols the language gone
and there is nothing for the mind to
hold there nothing there to hold
and there is this pure experience
of sound
is there any difference between the
experience and experiencer
when there is music well the ego is gone
the body is gone
thoughts are gone there is just the
music
which is also the witness of the music
it is very beautiful
it is only forgetting of the mind
what remains is the union of the
experience of the music
and the experiencing of the music
so you will find this in the faces of
the people who are listening to the
melodious music
they forget everything even the eyes are
closed
and
just like a statue of buddha in their
face can be seen in bliss
people say i'm not happy
see
it is because there is a constant
whip lash
of desires constantly they are in the
waking state
and this
ignorance
people are engrossed you know this
ignorance
uh
they are in the clutches of
this mental activity
now there is no problem in mental
activities most natural thing
what happened is this is negative kind
of activity it produces
uneasiness anxiety stress suffering
pain and that is the problem isn't it
otherwise the mind is
a machine it is doing whatever it does
so
and the mind is the cause of the
ignorance otherwise our true nature is
present here and now
people try to do the patchwork of fixing
the mind let me fix the mind it's too
noisy it is too
troublesome it is too negative it is a
criminal mind no mad mind
well
it is because of
past
experiences your past actions because it
has become like this
so
that is not
self-realization
that is
surgery on the mind
what is self-realization
when this thing is absent
gone temporarily or permanently or
whatever
and
you are the music
when the experience is the experience
that is bliss
why don't i have it every day every time
and this is this is another ignorance
isn't it
just like when the music was present
you were present as music isn't it now
it makes no sense to call the experience
and the experiencer it is all one you
are one with the music
so are you all the time
one with the mind
just remove music put mind there put
your thoughts and actions and feelings
sensations
emotions this is the music the internal
music of the mind
are you not there as your mind right now
right here
you are there right now right here as my
voice
this voice is not my voice it's not
coming separately from somewhere
it's
the experiencer itself it is speaking to
itself
did it take time for you to do this
realization was it gradual
was sudden
no the realization is always that i am
always there
my true nature my essence is always
there this is the realization it is
right now right here also
don't think that you know my mind is
like this i forget this and i forget
that
all is happening
as experiencer
all is happening as your true nature
it is tricky isn't it
no amount of practice will give you this
view
no amount of practice
don't do pranayama don't do breathing
don't do this or that asan and
whatever they teach you and
yoga
that is for fixing various things
which you can do if you want this is not
for self-realization
self cannot be realized you see
you can only realize
the
stuff that you assumed
is true
you can only realize your ignorance
i am ignorant
i did not know that these thoughts are
running me
so on
it is so it is simpler than that
actually
just realize that all these
experiences are happening
are just music
in which the experience is completely
involved because it is
the experience
there is nothing more to realize than
this
nothing more to do
no practice will achieve this
when you're cooking
when you're cleaning
and
when you're just
folding your clothes or packing your
stuff
driving and all
just see
that it is the true nature it's always
present
it is doing all these things
it is actually
all the things it is all the experience
all the actions
there is no doer
because the doing and the thing that is
done is one
why is there no doer because it implies
duality is a doer separate from the
doing
have you seen have you seen this no
what is our direct experience the doing
and the done
is one
just like when we are listening to the
music
the listener
and that which is
to which we are listening
is one now momentary
fuse if
i draw your attention to this thing when
you're engrossed in the music
sometimes you will find that this
division happens let's say you are
engrossed in the music and i say um
do you know who composed this song do
you know who composed the music
and suddenly your mind will wake up from
the trance
and your mind will say
it will go search the memory say yes is
this in this and
then the listener is separated from the
music
so this is the activity of the mind it
divides for a while
this goes in memory now this is amazing
isn't it now let me take you
down the memory
why do we have this illusion that we are
separate from everything
it is because of the memory again your
memory is the culprit everywhere
so
this activity of division is recorded in
the memory and when you recall there is
this memory of the music
and the listener
and all the data that is associated with
the music who composed this who sang
this what's the ear it was released and
then your memories of listening it for
the first time with your family in the
cassette recorder and so on
this is knowledge
what i'm calling is data and memory is
knowledge
it is stored in the memory
this gives us an impression that i was
there listening to the music and notice
your direct experience when you are
listening to the music especially
especially the
instrumental music or metal melodious
music which does not evoke your you know
lower
um instincts not very angry music not
very
exciting music but
i find that also sometimes pleasing you
see bhangra is very pleasing and
disco is very pleasing when you are in
that mood and you can be engrossed in
that music also the rhythm also
so what happens when you listen to the
music very soothing music melodious
music
is there this knowledge present
no
so much so that the body will start
moving by itself
you will start tapping
you will start
swinging
with the music
why
because the thought process is absent
because the symbols language is absent
can you enjoy the music while giving it
running commentary on the music like
cricket commentary
that is impossible isn't it it's not
possible to enjoy that kind of music and
the mind needs to go and then the art
takes over
same thing will happen
whenever you look at anything beautiful
the mind stops
when
whether it's a beautiful painting
whether it's a beautiful person or any
any animal
or you are standing in front of a very
beautiful big mountain
covered with snow
same thing will happen sometimes it is
very profound people start crying when
they see something beautiful
it is an experience it is not painful
obviously they are not crying because
something bad has happened
and the
tears are tears of joy why is there joy
there
because for a split second the mind left
them
the experience
became the experiencer
for a second
so our true nature
is here right now right here
it is there when the mind is not present
which which produces very blissful
experience
and it is same experience the experience
of the
yogi
in meditation
is same as experience of
a music lover
when listening to music same as
experience of a
traveler
when the traveler is watching the
natural beauty big big cliffs and rivers
and oceans
same experience
as the lover watching the beautiful face
of his beloved
or a child
his mother
same experience yogi is not doing
anything special you see
you cannot become a yogi you can only
realize that the yoga
is present right now right here
this mind
is the yogi's mind this mind right now
that we have
is already one this realization
will not happen by practice
how much practice it takes
to appreciate something beautiful
we are all born with this appreciation
so the answer to this question is
does enlightenment happen
in a movement or is a gradual process
it should be obvious to you now that
well it is not gradual and it does not
happen in a moment
what happens is
the
relaxation of the mind
and the appearance of blissful existence
consciousness
self as
as if it was always there the timeless
timelessness happens
so those who want to put the whole thing
into time
or making some kind of mistake
i can see why this mistake is there
because this is how our training is
to do something well you you need to put
some effort
and it will it's going to take time and
then you apply this conditioning
this brainwashing
to spiritual realization
it's not going to work
spiritual stuff is totally different
from the worldly stuff
that's why we have this division of
spiritual and material
and that's why most of the time i say
well i don't give any kind of
useful advice here i don't give you any
knowledge
i don't give anything that you can use
and that is very disappointing for the
people oh you mean i'll never achieve
anything i'll never get enlightenment
i'll never
get the self realization
again remember whatever you call it
and
and the answer is no
it's not something to be gotten by
effort time practice
these are different things you see
even the
practices that we do
to fix our minds fix our bodies and so
on
they go into the material domain you
know this side of the margin
not even spiritual
so
sometimes i think it is very
good contrast but
when the spiritual is when you realize
that the material was never there
this is spiritual
isn't it
when you realize the true nature
of everything
disappearance of the ego
disappearance of the separation do you
see do you still see something material
if you do then you need to do the self
inquiry again
you you need to go back to the square
one again
because you failed
to see
the true nature
it is not different from the material
the material and spiritual is there only
when
there is no realization
so spiritual is encompassing the
material this is little bit tricky to
explain because our view is always
dualistic oh this is material thing that
means spiritual it must be absent there
is a spiritual that means the material
must be absent there
this is how the mind thinks you see
what is reality reality is non-dual
this spiritual includes the material it
cannot be anything else
look at it let's go back to the music
again
was there music yes
was there the listener yes
was there any separation no
but still
there was music
and still
the listening was there
so in this is the whole picture
when you hide the parts of the picture
you can say oh there was music and all
i was listening to the music
you can hide some parts of this picture
and say like this
when you the whole picture is revealed
well the music has disappeared into the
listener
so
this is how spiritual things are
they are
strange
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