https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_l587IY7C0
but deep has a question can you assume
play of desires in oneness by inference
and just below it in duality desires
appear although no knowledge is possible
in oneness
the play of desires
is not an inference it is our direct
experience now to say that play of
desires is happening in oneness or below
it is meaningless because everything is
happening in oneness and everything
appears
in
duality the desires are aborted at the
level of mind in duality yes
it is happening totally in the illusion
because that which aborts the desires is
also an illusion the it is not correct
to say that the desire is aborted we say
that the action is aborted because the
desire is already there if it is
detected
by the intellect the desire is already
there now in an unaware person the
desire will result in an action more or
less in the aware person the desire is
not really about it it is postponed
today i won't do it this is not
important to do today it is unnecessary
to do as soon as the awareness is there
these thoughts replace the thoughts of
the desire generated by the design it is
always postponed
so what is happening at the level of
oneness is there is a potential is a
possibility of these desires to appear
and keep appearing please note my words
they keep appearing never stop because
that which never starts never stops so
endless endless desires
the if you try to find out the source of
the desires it is the vibration itself
the primordial vibration is the
primordial desire of the existence if
there is no vibration in the existence
there won't be any illusion there won't
be any manifestation nothing will appear
so
even in oneness we can assume the latent
desires are there
they are manifested as thoughts
in a human being actually they are being
manifested in everything when the seed
grows into a sapling a plant it is
nothing but the desire when the
moon is orbiting the earth nothing but
desire so ancient people saw this
they called it the will some people
religious people they call it the will
of god in tantra we call it
the desire of the devi devi is nothing
but desire so it is manifested at
various levels and it will never go away
to think that i can abort a desire by
simply becoming aware
is a mistake i can abort the action yes
that is possible but there are
consequences this abortion of the action
also is an action and therefore it has
consequences these consequences are not
in our control the action is in our
control everybody knows from the bg bg
says this then don't worry about the
consequences worry about what you do
that's all
is in our control the appearance of the
desire is not in our control and the
consequences are not in our control
that's why we say it's a play
what is awareness doing is sequencing
the desires what do we want and not
suppression of the desire we want
resequencing that which is unnecessary
that which is you see
imposed from outside which is not my
allocation for this life must be
postponed that which is necessary is by
allocation must be done that desire must
be fulfilled not by hook or crook
in an intelligent way so that we can
avoid the consequences as much as
possible
desire is generated at the non-physical
level so it is possible to fulfill it
there but remember that there will be
endless numbers
endless amount of it they are hidden in
the fabric of oneness actually there is
nothing else in oneness
except this will accept this desire the
vibration is the desire it has taken
many form
all the experience can be seen as
experience of desiring not my desire
obviously there is no me so there is no
my desire it is the desire of the whole
we can say or nobody's desire nobody's
desire and this dance
is there so yes it may look like that
there is a will of me
free will you can say choice he's using
the word choice and i have a choice but
we know there is no me this choice is
also an illusion like he said
but the this choice is also of the devi
the choice is also of the oneness the
existence it is not really a choice it
is simply a loop there is a delay that's
all
something is seen as more important than
that is chosen automatically and
continues it is very simple it is very
mechanical thing because it's simply
vibration it gives an illusion that
there is something which is choosing and
because of the identification an
ordinary ignorant person will say i
chose i became aware then i chose the
desire no nothing like this happens so
hopefully it answers the question
everything can be seen as a desire even
the tiniest moment in the existence is
nothing but a desire it has become very
very complicated and
sophisticated in case of humans and
there is identification with it added
drama with it and
this whole evolution is a desire
actually whole evolution is a desire and
the only useful desire that we have
in the whole existence is to know my
true nature one out of infinite rest are
useless one is most important
from the point of view of the oneness
everything is happening perfectly it
will say i'm perfect everything is
happening perfect that is also our
direct experience if the if the human
factor is introduced then yes
some things should not happen
but the
illusion does not care the maya baby
does not carry it just goes on and on
and on so it is only our ignorance
that is causing misery and happiness and
all everything is actually as good as it
should
be gram has some comment well i don't
read all this text you see but i'll
guess for you that
this this comes from another tradition
actually it's totally different when we
say will obviously it is not the
individual will that must that thing
must be clear and just like i was saying
that day that
when we think we when we see things
moving when there is movement when there
is change we say that there is will
behind it and the will is
not individual it is universal will
and this
thing
yeah it's not our will so this change is
seen as
a will of something that is how our mind
knows it
that is how
our intellect responds to it as if it is
being done willfully because it looks
like there is a teleos which means there
is a end to it it is happening for some
reason it looks like it looks like there
is a direction to the universe and
this
quote is expressing this thing so
she is the universe yes
she has her own will and she is
expressing that will what are we humans
by product
of this thing we are means we are
puppets in this play
path of energies where the devi is
supreme
yes it sounds like teliosius
so
exactly like that it is saying the same
thing which i keep saying you see not my
will the i will same thing in the bible
the problem is people become
content
with this thing when these teachings are
given oh not my will so i will not do
anything and today we'll just sit here
and pray and sing
it's one thing to surrender and another
thing to obey the will
you see surrender does not mean that you
sit down and do nothing obey the will
now when i say these things people don't
like it so we don't say it
for us on the path of knowledge
you need to fulfill your prayer up there
nothing else don't do anything else that
is what i say and when that is told in
the ordinary language it is like fulfill
all your pending desires get out of here
don't come back hopefully everybody
understands progress
don't come back here
hold this intention strong intention in
you for spiritual progress
let
devi do whatever she wants you see you
will say what a disaster it's a mixture
of all the paths now like i said you
cannot escape these things you see what
is path of knowledge it is
the pure extract of spirituality then
there is a leftover which is the pile of
other parts pick something
from that leftover my favorite is
tantric path everybody knows anybody who
is intellectual won't be able to
surrender won't be able to be devoted
and intellectual people are very lazy
they don't do the career they don't do
it to the yogas and all the pranam no
their mind is you know intellect is
dominating so what is more appealing the
tantra which is of the mental kind they
won't even go to the rivers and temples
and the symmetries no no we don't want
all the trouble
we want to sit peacefully in our chair
drink coffee and read some book and
music and then we want to dwell on the
door of the knock the door of the devi
higher layers
so that is what i call the independent
tantra
those who are interested should take it
up those who want guidance there will be
little bit of guidance not much you see
it is all present in the hindi videos
but
there is nothing in english so far so
more questions
yogindra is asking will the desire not
to come back become bondage or it's the
desire brahman that will just be obeying
well one thing is that before the guru
tells you you don't even know what is
there whether to come back or not so you
see it's not a bondage it becomes
an order from the guru don't come back
then you will say no i am bound by it no
no it is your will you have chosen your
guru and you are not obeying that wish
so it is for your own good that's why
the guru told you
but
the brahman is manifesting through the
guru you see but when you're born there
is no bondage like this to not to come
back actually it is reverse
you want to come back when you are born
there is a desire to come back it is
reverse so the guru reverses reverses it
again you see in the hopes that he will
come back only for two or three times
the guru is not so hopeful you see so
when i tell you don't come back what i'm
expecting is you see instead of 50
lifetimes he will be back only for five
lifetimes
this cannot become a bondage yes you
should not experience the higher
dimension of spirituality then it may
look like you know why he's
sending me why he's kicking me out of
this heavenly place called earth then it
may look like oh no i need to do it so
but don't worry if you're not ready for
it then the guru is not even going to
tell you all these things he will only
tell you to do
the
good deeds good actions
that's all you'll be told and if you're
told like this
you can assume that i need to progress a
lot i am at the bottom
but as soon as the guru tells you don't
come back
he has seen some progress
it feels very bad when i
there are some people i tell them
directly that you will be back for 10
lifetimes and they feel very bad but
then i tell them don't worry i'll be
with you
okay okay then i'm coming you just be
with me and don't worry the guru never
goes away because it is the guru field
that is manifested your connection is
with the guru field not with the person
who is calling himself as guru that is
totally unimportant
essential thing is connect to the guru
field set up your intention set up your
alarm and stop worrying about coming
back and no if there is a command don't
come back then it it has already
happened now stop worrying about it
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