Effects of Awareness on daily activities

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actually as there are no questions can i

ask something

yes yes you can ask me here

uh gurujin awareness one difference is

noted that let's say previously

if i watch a movie

then the scenes of movie will

keep on coming

into the experience for let's say two or

three days

ahead

then but now in awareness

whatever experience i go through

then that experience is dissolved then

and there

so

my question would be that

when we were not in awareness then one

single experience keeps on

attaching or keeps on

repeating again and again just

it gets reminded even very small

experiences

but

in awareness the repetition does not

occur

so

what can you say on that guruji

i think if it happens if the

experience are recalled then it is okay

and if they are not recalled so often

then also it is okay

it is not that important now why this is

happening there can be a few reasons i

think right now i can think of a reason

that

initially a lot of

importance was given to the movies and

stories and whatever events happened

around you

and now that importance is dropped now

even your whole life looks like a dream

so it's not

important anymore

and obviously the movies and the stories

and whatever is of no importance at all

so it stops

repeating

the recall is stopped

and because of the awareness the

tendency is to stop the unwanted or the

unnecessary

this is the tendency i have to must have

seen this that if it is unnecessary we

don't even want to think it you know

even there is no need to do it obviously

but even the thinking about it is

dropped because of increase of awareness

so these can be two or three reasons for

it

more peace we prefer more peace in the

mind instead of more crowd or more noise

when we see that in the movies or the

events or even discussions with people

they don't remain in our mind for long

because it was not so important that

which is important you will never forget

so the energy gets focused on that which

is necessary

that which is

not so

necessary will be forgotten this must be

yes meenakshi is saying i have the same

experience yes even i have the same

experience that

let's say you are you are in a

discussion with somebody and something

goes wrong there the fellow insults you

or you say something better truth and

they don't like it

and this

impression the bitterness

used to remain with me for a week at

least i know this happened it should

shouldn't have happened my mistake or

somebody else's mistake next time i'll

show him you know that remained for me

for a week

and now it goes away in probably one day

so more peace happens because there is

more awareness

similarly the events that gave you

happiness will also disappear it is not

partial to only negative it is impartial

the awareness is impartial even that

which made you very very happy is no

longer there is no juice in that

nowadays nadis means when you get

awareness

so it levels of everything this is my

experience and probably it is the

experience of everybody

but you are not excited too much when

something good happens

and you are not depressed too much when

something bad happens

it is not that you will not feel it you

will feel it

full intensity but you know the

awareness also rises in full intensity

besides it you get the intensity in the

life

but you lose the drama of the life this

is the fascinating thing

like some people have the complaint that

i'll become a rock i'll become a machine

after the self-realization knowing fully

that all my emotions feelings desires

thoughts are just mechanisms or they are

illusions there will be nothing in my

life

and you will see that this is only a

ignorant point of view because it has

not happened to that person he is simply

imagining these things assuming this is

the point of view of the ego because it

has known only the drama but as soon as

you enter awareness you will see that

exactly opposite happens

intensity of everything increases your

sensitivity increases to everything but

somehow cannot affect you somehow it is

forgotten forgiven and marked as

unnecessary you smile and

walk

away

these things are even if you do

something which you do

you usually do

for your happiness and so on parties and

whatever and

when you remember these things they look

like childish

not much weight is attached to it why

must do it against to get the same

experience no we just simply accept it

oh it was very nice and we move on if it

happens again very good if it does not

happen again no problem something else

will happen

weightlessness

unstickiness clarity light comes in the

life brightness comes in the life

because of this awareness

and will it

fix all your physical problems mental

problems material problems family

problems no not at all it makes you

immune that's all it will do it makes

you

immune it is not going to fix anything

outside there are exceptions that can

happen you see but that is a different

story with the immediate

effect of awarenesses it makes us

totally immune to the

drama of maya and now we can walk very

lightly in the lives

yeah

actually

since childhood the exercises and

yoga exercises make me always delighted

but in awareness this interesting thing

has happened

even the exercises and any simple things

we do for having a healthy body even the

effect of that is also reduced

no such delight and you know the

intensity of

the or the after effects of doing

exercises the pleasure from the body

even the intensity of that has reduced

to just like we are drinking water or

something

yes and it is not a big problem at all

yes not big thing

so

it is not that their effect will be

reduced so if you are going to gym

you're doing yoga or something to make

the body fit and all it will produce

very good effect there's no doubt about

it but probably your attachment to it

has decreased now it no longer gives you

that pleasure which it used to give that

is all has happened detachment has

happened but the effect will be there

there is

nothing to worry about these things if

you are doing any exercises

or physical fitness things well they are

not going to be ineffective only that

whatever happiness

they were giving you are no longer

dependent on these activities for

happiness because you have found the

source of happiness with it you have

found the bliss within now the mind has

no need to

run after the external things

it drops it so it will happen to many

people nothing to worry it's

all very natural

now why will i eat if i don't get any

pleasure out of it you will eat don't

worry the life will not become abnormal

but if your dinner is delayed by 10

minutes you won't become anxious you

won't become angry

if your favorite thing is not cooked in

the dinner that day

no problem at all you will be blissful

you will eat that whatever is served so

these things are they don't they lose

all the importance the pettiness is

dropped that is why i think it is like

this yes muni is also saying most things

which are early significant are not

important

yes it is like our childhood when all

these toys were very important

i know i collected all the shells from

the

sand the sand they used to

drop for construction purposes i used to

go and dig there for shells and they

were very important for me and i

collected a lot of them and when

you know you grow old a little bit and

then i saw the worthlessness of that

it was no more important it is the

effect of growing up i just threw it

away or gave it to other children and

there was no attachment to all those

things again so it is the effect of

growing up

as you are progressing on the spiritual

path you can say progressing because you

say it is

just refinement so

as you're getting refined that is equal

to growing up aging process

and you will lose attachment or to all

those things which were totally

important for you

now you see them as

just

just there it is just there okay nick

has something has anyone become more

forgetful when it comes to daily chores

work or other activities

i think there used to be more rumination

over these things and there's more

vigilance there is more freedom of

happiness okay yes there can be a side

effect like this that you become so

careless that you forget sometimes that

you have some

worldly duties also it can happen the

bliss is probably

so much

that

you prefer to sit instead of

doing something that especially those

things which are which look like a

burden we forget them not today

tomorrow the tomorrow never comes

so that can be a side effect but

nothing to worry

on the 11th hour it will happen so you

will remember you will forget once twice

and then you get bitten by your mistakes

and then you will note it down you will

remember it without kicking yourself

that without scolding yourself you know

something

went wrong with me i'm not behaving

properly these days not like this you

will say that okay this also happened

i'll ensure that this never happens

again so yes many few things happen to

that everybody you see but i don't think

it is a major effect of being in

awareness actually the effect should be

reversed that now you become more

attentive now the mistakes don't happen

now the forgetting does not happen and

if it happens for minor things like you

forgot to buy something for your kitchen

for your house it happens all the time

nothing to worry but

you are going to take a major decision

in your life and you do a mistake there

that will not happen that will not never

happen because of this amazing

intelligence that has arrived now is

growing now now you will know exactly

what to do without anybody telling you

you know exactly what to do in your life

plus you can even guide others

you cannot tell others what to do the

wisdom grows so much it is a direct

consequence of knowledge

remember this will never happen in any

other path only on the path of knowledge

the whole

and complete development happens only

after knowledge not by twisting your

bodies or

stopping your breathing or worshipping

of deities nothing it they don't make

you grow at all it is it all turns into

mindless rituals and superstitions

so i have seen a major change in myself

when i came on the path of knowledge

before that

it was

endless

train of stupidities

compulsion after compulsion impulse

after impulse

decisions that were stupid and looked

very smart and so obviously so

look at the bigger thing look at the

wisdom you have gained forget about the

small things

which are tiny effects i can't remember

the movie no problem at all you remember

who you are that's all is important