Play of Desires

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eetP8vdoLG8

karthip has a question can you assume

play of desires in oneness by inference

and just below it in duality desires

appear although no knowledge is possible

in oneness the play of desires is not an

inference it is our direct experience

now to say that play of desires is

happening in oneness or below it is

meaningless because everything is

happening in oneness and everything

appears

in

duality the desires are aborted at the

level of mind in duality yes

it is happening totally in the illusion

because that which aborts the desires is

also an illusion the it is not correct

to say that the desire is aborted we say

that the action is aborted because the

desire is already there if it is

detected

by the intellect the desire is already

there now in an unaware person the

desire will result in an action more or

less in the aware person the desire is

not really aborted it is postponed today

i won't do it this is not important to

do today it is unnecessary to do as soon

as the awareness is there these thoughts

replace the thoughts of the desire

generated by the design it is always

postponed

so what is happening at the level of

oneness is there is a potential there is

a possibility of these desires to appear

and keep appearing please note my words

they keep appearing never stop because

that which never starts never stops

so endless endless desires the if you

try to find out the source of the

desires it is the vibration itself the

primordial vibration is the primordial

desire of the existence if there is no

vibration in the existence

there won't be any illusion there won't

be any manifestation nothing will appear

so

even in oneness we can assume the latent

desires are there

they are manifested as thoughts

in a human being actually they are being

manifested in everything when the seed

grows into a sapling a plant it is

nothing but the desire when the

moon is orbiting the earth nothing but

desire so ancient people saw this

and they called it the will some people

religious people they call it the will

of god

in tantra we call it

the desire of the devi devi is nothing

but desire so it is manifested at

various levels and it will never go away

to think that i can abort a desire by

simply becoming aware is a mistake i can

abort the action yes

that is possible but there are

consequences this abortion of the action

also is an action and therefore it has

consequences these consequences are not

in our control the action is in our

control everybody knows from the bg bg

says this then don't worry about the

consequences worry about what you do

that's all is in our control the

appearance of the desire is not in our

control and the consequences are not in

our control that's why we say it's a

play

what is awareness doing is sequencing

the desires what do we want not

suppression of the desire we want

resequencing that which is unnecessary

that which is you see

imposed from outside which is not my

allocation for this life must be

postponed

that which is necessary is by allocation

must be done

that desire must be fulfilled not by

hook or crook

in an intelligent way so that we can

avoid the consequences as much as

possible

desire is generated at the non-physical

level so it is possible to fulfill it

there but remember that there will be

endless numbers

endless amount of it they are hidden

in the fabric of oneness actually there

is nothing else in oneness except this

will accept this desire the vibration is

the desire it has taken many form

all the experience can be seen as

experience of desiring not my desire

obviously there is no me so there is no

my desire it is the desire of the whole

we can say or nobody's desire nobody's

desire and this dance

is there so yes it may look like that

there is a will of me

free will you can see choice he's using

the word choice and i have a choice but

we know there is no me this choice is

also an illusion like he said

but

this choice is also of the devi the

choice is also of the oneness the

existence it is not really a choice it

is simply a loop there is a delay that's

all

something is seen as more important than

that is chosen automatically and it

continues it is very simple it is very

mechanical thing because it's simply

vibration it gives an illusion that

there is something which is choosing and

because of the identification an

ordinary ignorant person will say i

chose i became aware then i chose the

desire no nothing like this happens so

hopefully it answers the question

everything can be seen as a desire even

the tiniest moment in the existence is

nothing but a desire it has become very

very complicated and

sophisticated in case of humans and

there is identification with it added

drama with it and

this whole evolution is a desire

actually whole evolution is a desire and

the only useful desire that we have

in the whole existence is to know my

true nature one out of infinite rest are

useless one is most important

from the point of view of

the oneness everything is happening

perfectly it will say i'm perfect

everything is happening perfect that is

also our direct experience if the if the

human factor is introduced then yes

some things should not happen

but the

illusion does not care the maya baby

does not carry it just goes on and on

and on so it is only our ignorance

that is causing misery and happiness and

all everything is actually as good as it

should be

monika is saying there are some

experiences that leave a strong impact

on mind for a long time and it becomes

difficult to tackle with that and that

unwanted visuals keep wandering in mind

as a seeker how am i supposed to respond

to this kind of situation now the answer

should be obvious answer should be

obvious but you need to be an awareness

there is nothing wrong here as a seeker

also there is nothing wrong here what is

happening is the machinery is

triggered and it is doing its usual

dance the visuals are not unwanted as

soon as you say that they are unwanted

you have created suffering within you

although they are not also wanted they

are what they are some event happened

and now the machinery of the mind like

she said instrument

instrument is functioning properly isn't

it do you want it to function in some

other way no don't even think like this

that somebody some event has happened

which is negative some experience and

now you don't want the instrument to

function in the normal way you want it

to remain silent you will see that the

consequences are very bad for this there

will be no self defense there will be no

life left in you this this will be

treated treated like some kind of

madness there will be you will be sent

to the seeker will be sent to mental

hospital so it is not

wise to

try to change what is happening in the

mind unless it is already an affliction

of some kind you don't want to change it

its healthy behavior and now you in this

whole knowledge you need to abide

that the instrument is functioning well

okay testing testing one two three four

yes functioning well

now watch it watch it under the

microscope of your awareness how it is

functioning now comes the important part

what should i do and the answer is very

obvious do that which is necessary do

that which is necessary somebody is you

know attacking you now the instrument is

functioning yes check but do you want to

simply observe the instrument there no

let the defense happen

i mean there is nobody to defend but let

the difference happen that is necessary

if somebody just joked about you

you took it as an insult no problem it's

normal but no action is necessary here

even though there is a desire for action

simply watch it and

the decision should be that well leave

it

and let it go and you will find that 90

of your actions desires and all

thoughts totally unnecessary that happen

in a day

you can let them go and the result is

immense amount of peace and bliss and

this bliss is never disturbed because

you know i am doing the necessary it

must be done there is no eye also there

is no ego involved also you know that it

is happening it must happen like this i

am hungry is now i'm disturbed you know

what has happened here i'm a seeker i

should not be hungry but look this is

how the natural thing functions

now you should go and eat very simple so

this is the response to the situation

be in awareness

do the necessary do not react do not try

to stop do not suppress do not overreact

oh i am a seeker and this thought came

in my mind is the dirty thought

no it's okay it's fine it's all okay do

not act on it if it's not necessary

isn't it that will be an overreaction

you don't want waves in your mind you

want it to be calm and quiet little bit

of vibration sometimes happens that is

bliss it it will come without meditation

it will come without standing on your

head this is the purest form of

meditation awareness not manipulating

not holding your breath to stop your

mind that is unnatural

remember that this is going to be

eternal this is what is going to happen

eternally right now you find that it is

very limited and limited by the form

that that is taken now the human form

but the human form will be dropped very

soon you are a seeker isn't it few days

remaining and then in the same activity

you will be seen in another form same

activity in more advanced forms

you cannot get rid of it you cannot get

rid of the instrument and

only thing you can do is be detached

from it it is not me is it working okay

yes what is the sign that it is not

working okay suffering of any kind you

know the body is a layer of the mind if

the body is not working okay it produces

pain pain is a suffering it means there

is something wrong in the body now do

that which is necessary to stop this

defect to clear this affliction and now

it is happy this will continue forever

forever forever you need to let go let

go of this

madness to control everything be aware

and the control happens