https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eetP8vdoLG8
karthip has a question can you assume
play of desires in oneness by inference
and just below it in duality desires
appear although no knowledge is possible
in oneness the play of desires is not an
inference it is our direct experience
now to say that play of desires is
happening in oneness or below it is
meaningless because everything is
happening in oneness and everything
appears
in
duality the desires are aborted at the
level of mind in duality yes
it is happening totally in the illusion
because that which aborts the desires is
also an illusion the it is not correct
to say that the desire is aborted we say
that the action is aborted because the
desire is already there if it is
detected
by the intellect the desire is already
there now in an unaware person the
desire will result in an action more or
less in the aware person the desire is
not really aborted it is postponed today
i won't do it this is not important to
do today it is unnecessary to do as soon
as the awareness is there these thoughts
replace the thoughts of the desire
generated by the design it is always
postponed
so what is happening at the level of
oneness is there is a potential there is
a possibility of these desires to appear
and keep appearing please note my words
they keep appearing never stop because
that which never starts never stops
so endless endless desires the if you
try to find out the source of the
desires it is the vibration itself the
primordial vibration is the primordial
desire of the existence if there is no
vibration in the existence
there won't be any illusion there won't
be any manifestation nothing will appear
so
even in oneness we can assume the latent
desires are there
they are manifested as thoughts
in a human being actually they are being
manifested in everything when the seed
grows into a sapling a plant it is
nothing but the desire when the
moon is orbiting the earth nothing but
desire so ancient people saw this
and they called it the will some people
religious people they call it the will
of god
in tantra we call it
the desire of the devi devi is nothing
but desire so it is manifested at
various levels and it will never go away
to think that i can abort a desire by
simply becoming aware is a mistake i can
abort the action yes
that is possible but there are
consequences this abortion of the action
also is an action and therefore it has
consequences these consequences are not
in our control the action is in our
control everybody knows from the bg bg
says this then don't worry about the
consequences worry about what you do
that's all is in our control the
appearance of the desire is not in our
control and the consequences are not in
our control that's why we say it's a
play
what is awareness doing is sequencing
the desires what do we want not
suppression of the desire we want
resequencing that which is unnecessary
that which is you see
imposed from outside which is not my
allocation for this life must be
postponed
that which is necessary is by allocation
must be done
that desire must be fulfilled not by
hook or crook
in an intelligent way so that we can
avoid the consequences as much as
possible
desire is generated at the non-physical
level so it is possible to fulfill it
there but remember that there will be
endless numbers
endless amount of it they are hidden
in the fabric of oneness actually there
is nothing else in oneness except this
will accept this desire the vibration is
the desire it has taken many form
all the experience can be seen as
experience of desiring not my desire
obviously there is no me so there is no
my desire it is the desire of the whole
we can say or nobody's desire nobody's
desire and this dance
is there so yes it may look like that
there is a will of me
free will you can see choice he's using
the word choice and i have a choice but
we know there is no me this choice is
also an illusion like he said
but
this choice is also of the devi the
choice is also of the oneness the
existence it is not really a choice it
is simply a loop there is a delay that's
all
something is seen as more important than
that is chosen automatically and it
continues it is very simple it is very
mechanical thing because it's simply
vibration it gives an illusion that
there is something which is choosing and
because of the identification an
ordinary ignorant person will say i
chose i became aware then i chose the
desire no nothing like this happens so
hopefully it answers the question
everything can be seen as a desire even
the tiniest moment in the existence is
nothing but a desire it has become very
very complicated and
sophisticated in case of humans and
there is identification with it added
drama with it and
this whole evolution is a desire
actually whole evolution is a desire and
the only useful desire that we have
in the whole existence is to know my
true nature one out of infinite rest are
useless one is most important
from the point of view of
the oneness everything is happening
perfectly it will say i'm perfect
everything is happening perfect that is
also our direct experience if the if the
human factor is introduced then yes
some things should not happen
but the
illusion does not care the maya baby
does not carry it just goes on and on
and on so it is only our ignorance
that is causing misery and happiness and
all everything is actually as good as it
should be
monika is saying there are some
experiences that leave a strong impact
on mind for a long time and it becomes
difficult to tackle with that and that
unwanted visuals keep wandering in mind
as a seeker how am i supposed to respond
to this kind of situation now the answer
should be obvious answer should be
obvious but you need to be an awareness
there is nothing wrong here as a seeker
also there is nothing wrong here what is
happening is the machinery is
triggered and it is doing its usual
dance the visuals are not unwanted as
soon as you say that they are unwanted
you have created suffering within you
although they are not also wanted they
are what they are some event happened
and now the machinery of the mind like
she said instrument
instrument is functioning properly isn't
it do you want it to function in some
other way no don't even think like this
that somebody some event has happened
which is negative some experience and
now you don't want the instrument to
function in the normal way you want it
to remain silent you will see that the
consequences are very bad for this there
will be no self defense there will be no
life left in you this this will be
treated treated like some kind of
madness there will be you will be sent
to the seeker will be sent to mental
hospital so it is not
wise to
try to change what is happening in the
mind unless it is already an affliction
of some kind you don't want to change it
its healthy behavior and now you in this
whole knowledge you need to abide
that the instrument is functioning well
okay testing testing one two three four
yes functioning well
now watch it watch it under the
microscope of your awareness how it is
functioning now comes the important part
what should i do and the answer is very
obvious do that which is necessary do
that which is necessary somebody is you
know attacking you now the instrument is
functioning yes check but do you want to
simply observe the instrument there no
let the defense happen
i mean there is nobody to defend but let
the difference happen that is necessary
if somebody just joked about you
you took it as an insult no problem it's
normal but no action is necessary here
even though there is a desire for action
simply watch it and
the decision should be that well leave
it
and let it go and you will find that 90
of your actions desires and all
thoughts totally unnecessary that happen
in a day
you can let them go and the result is
immense amount of peace and bliss and
this bliss is never disturbed because
you know i am doing the necessary it
must be done there is no eye also there
is no ego involved also you know that it
is happening it must happen like this i
am hungry is now i'm disturbed you know
what has happened here i'm a seeker i
should not be hungry but look this is
how the natural thing functions
now you should go and eat very simple so
this is the response to the situation
be in awareness
do the necessary do not react do not try
to stop do not suppress do not overreact
oh i am a seeker and this thought came
in my mind is the dirty thought
no it's okay it's fine it's all okay do
not act on it if it's not necessary
isn't it that will be an overreaction
you don't want waves in your mind you
want it to be calm and quiet little bit
of vibration sometimes happens that is
bliss it it will come without meditation
it will come without standing on your
head this is the purest form of
meditation awareness not manipulating
not holding your breath to stop your
mind that is unnatural
remember that this is going to be
eternal this is what is going to happen
eternally right now you find that it is
very limited and limited by the form
that that is taken now the human form
but the human form will be dropped very
soon you are a seeker isn't it few days
remaining and then in the same activity
you will be seen in another form same
activity in more advanced forms
you cannot get rid of it you cannot get
rid of the instrument and
only thing you can do is be detached
from it it is not me is it working okay
yes what is the sign that it is not
working okay suffering of any kind you
know the body is a layer of the mind if
the body is not working okay it produces
pain pain is a suffering it means there
is something wrong in the body now do
that which is necessary to stop this
defect to clear this affliction and now
it is happy this will continue forever
forever forever you need to let go let
go of this
madness to control everything be aware
and the control happens
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