Awareness

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saying my experience is awareness fuses

out most things but here awareness is

alongside it delusion in awareness

probably you mean awareness

dissolves everything it reduces

everything to nothing you mean something

like this

probably but that is not true that is

not true

you see if you get intense awareness all

the illusions should be destroyed

including the body and the world and

everything and the people but never

happens what is what is the job of the

awareness is to illuminate that which is

already present it does not destroy

anything it does not create anything

what is the definition of awareness in

our program

knowledge that i am the witness

knowledge that all experiences are

illusion this much only

now you are saying that this knowledge

dissolves

most things

no it illuminates all things

most things if you can say you can say

like this it illuminates them

then

the mind or your intellect detects the

unnecessary let us say you are

quarreling in your you know in your mind

with somebody you know somebody said

something bad to you now there is a

fight going on in your mind now suddenly

you get the awareness which happens only

by grace isn't it

and you see that you observe that

suddenly this all drama stops i was so

stupid what i was thinking like this

there will be final thought like this

and then peace so has the awareness done

this no it does not the intellect

detects that totally unnecessary

activity was happening and the intellect

stops it so if your intellect says that

look these smells and these things

should go away then they will go away

but this is not being caused by the

intellect obviously

the fight in the mind was caused by the

intellect it was it became impure

it lost his track went off track

somewhere it was doing that which is

totally unnecessary useless now

this

matter of smells and all they are

produced by

some deeper layers where the intellect

cannot reach right now at least for you

so they will continue with the awareness

now

if you want the proof of this thing go

to the dream again dream is very you can

say demonstrative thing it demonstrates

everything nicely even though that's

totally useless

so

in the dream if there is awareness the

dream does not dissolve sometimes it

will but if you maintain the balance if

you maintain the dream

by not getting too much excited

then

the dream continues in full awareness

where you fully know it is a dream who

is generating the dream or what is

generating tree the dream not who

what is generating the dream there is

some activity going on the dreaming

activity you can say we say the causal

body is generating the dream not really

true but let us assume okay

the causal body generates the waking

state the causal body generates the

generates the dreaming state

and

it it goes on yes the dream is not not

only present it is not destroyed it

becomes more real

plus there is more control over the

dream because software only isn't it

change this change that no hardware

present there like the waking state

so it is fully in control that is the

thing

about awareness

actually i mentioned this thing in our

videos or i don't know where

that the paradoxes we think that the

awareness will clean up everything but

no it does not it actually makes

everything more real ins same thing in

the projected states the worlds become

real you become real your body will

become solid like this body if the

awareness is great if the intensity of

awareness is too much this will this is

the possibility

otherwise it is cloudy wavy and watery

no meaningful experience will be there

in projected state or dream state

fleeting images that's all there will be

but more awareness you put you know like

in the local language we say

inject more awareness

or invoke more awareness it is said by

shouting i want clarity and this is the

oval method when you are in the dream

you get little awareness you can

increase it by demanding it i don't know

who can do it but you know sometimes it

is successful i want more clarity i want

to see and then you know it is shown in

complete awareness

the misunderstanding here is that

awareness does something

no no the chitta or the memory does

everything awareness illuminates it

and if the memory decides to dissolve

then it dissolves and we witness it as

usual you see everything is solved now

so enjoy your illusion nothing wrong do

not act on it and the problem is acting

on the illusion you see

the exact

the exact thing is like that let's say

this body semi-stable memory and

previously let's say thoughts are

replaced by awareness

but let's say coming to the topic of

smell the smell

of

of an object

it is it it just quickly comes and goes

as soon as as the object is taken away

the smell goes

now

um now in

in awareness

this this smell should also you know

should not uh

should not continue

like how the thoughts are replaced by

awareness

so

this is the point i i wanted to make

that smell is very semi stable then

in awareness it is just continuous

having a fragrance of its fragrance of

it

yes it is possible now why is the

awareness not removing the smell

like that like just like i said you know

it is not doing anything it is

illuminating but why is the mind not

removing the smell because there is

nobody to remove it even your intellect

which is thinking please this well

should go away no there is nobody it is

because of some reason and when this

when this reason is over it will be gone

it is like the pain in the body you say

oh i just this is simply semi-stable

vibration pain

i am aware of it now i mean awareness it

is an illusion

now you think i thought that okay let

this pain go away i don't want it it's a

necessary pain will it go away no it is

being produced by some other layer some

other function in the memory and when

the reason is gone for the pain the

part of the body is healed it recovers

that the pain goes away it's very easy

actually what is happening is you know

you the intellect has no access to that

layer which is producing the effect

simply thinking about it will not do it

and now we enter the deeper occult here

then how do these people

heal how do they cure and so on and that

is the deeper topic is the power of

intention not more awareness this is a

different ability to stop the

patterns from happening or not happening

and awareness is a different ability

awareness means simply illuminating what

is happening and this manipulation is

based on the intention or the will

right now it seems the will is over will

to smell is overpowering the will to

stop because it has such a deep impact

on you it has some association with the

emotions and so on so

probably

it wants to hold on to it so that is why

it is happening and there are more

delusional people like this you know

they keep hearing voices in the mind and

the voices are not outside but it looks

like totally appears that the person is

convinced that i heard this other person

talk in the other room

when they go there there's nobody so

what has happened is there is a

distortion somewhere which is creating

this

drama this illusion

it is just like a small dream in the

waking state there is a damage there is

fault in the working

although we are nobody to say it is a

fault it is all nature only but it is

interrupting the normal life

and then it needs to be cured if it is

not causing any kind of trouble then it

is normal it's okay

yes it is possible to have control over

all the layers it is possible including

the physical you can change things in

the world also and that is the vocal

powers we are talking about the occult

powers it cannot be done by intellect

cannot be done yes the intellect can

stop the thoughts and because its own

processes

it can stop the imagination also its own

process but that which is being done at

the layer of let us say physical matter

or the layer of the body or let us say

emotions and so on sometimes the

intellect can stop the emotions also

very close to it it can stop the desires

from acting on the desires and so on

but some things are beyond the reach

of an human normal human

so what is the

key here is to evolve spiritually

party is asking can you touch upon

reversing intentions

see once there is an intention and what

once it is it is rolled out like the

train has left the station now it will

produce fruits it will keep producing

the fruits according to what was done

this is our direct experience this is

what happens now if you want to reverse

it

no the smell is not coming as

an intention due to the intention it is

coming because of some other reasons

nobody will intend something like this

you know

so but you can reverse it

by holding another intention and once

the first

effects they will be minimized the

effects of the first intention will be

minimized and

this intention will play so whether you

will be successful or not depends on

your spiritual evolution

not anybody can do it it's not possible

for everybody to do it those who are

evolved those who have reached

these layers those who can command these

layers they can do whatever they want

usually they do not stay here on this

in this physical reality physical plane

they're gone they've uni

like a child you see the

child plays with the toy he's curious

place plays place then he opens it one

day takes the screwdriver opens it and

when all the electronics and springs and

gears are out loses interest now he

wants a bigger toy a better toy which he

cannot open which amuses him even more

which is more mysterious than the first

one the first one is gone last last is

um appeal in the curiosity is no more

there so it must be

experience of everybody that this

happens so once you have found the net

bones of the

physical world no interest at all why

should i do it

the average person thinks that once i

get the powers i'll unleash them on the

world i'll fix everything i'll fix the

politicians i'll fix the stupid people

who keep troubling me i'll fix you know

my nagging mother and my nagging

neighbors and i'll fix all the criminals

and i'll give one crore rupees to

everybody in the country

and you see once you get the powers you

realize how stupid that was there is

nothing to do you want a bigger toilet

now this thing has been revealed the

uselessness meaninglessness of this

world has been revealed

now you don't want to stay here

it is like the puppets we play on the

screen but what you call the games that

you play on the pc there is a puppet

which you can command and you play and

you play and then you know everything

about it you know how you can hack into

it how how can win the level by cheating

and so on that is like powers are you

going to play after that

let's say the game wants you to go from

one place to the another and defeat the

enemies in between and that place is 10

kilometers away actually it will take

you three hours to reach there if you

walk in the game there are games like

this very very tiring games they make

you do all the donkey work you know they

want you to kill everybody on the way

they wanted to open all the boxes

and look inside the trees and so on to

find the puzzles and it takes three

hours to reach the destination it's just

like reality the physical world let us

say you discover a bug in the software

you press a shortcut key on the keyboard

and you reach the destination directly

without killing anybody without finding

anybody anything now are you going to

play that play are you going to do the

donkey work again

you realize it is totally meaningless

useless not even entertaining now the

same way those who get powers never use

it

they use them

to either benefit somebody or to move on

from this level i am not telling you a

story this is our direct experience

would you like to become a monkey and

climb the trees again when you were a

monkey it was a lot of fun to climb the

trees and find the fruits and fight with

other gangs of monkeys do we want to go

back there on the trees in the jungle

probably you want to watch them probably

want to feed them and if if the monkeys

some monkey's sick are

starving want to help them

that's all you want to use your human

powers

you know your powers are you have

abundance of food monkeys don't know how

do you get all this food you know

peanuts and cashews and fruits

how do you get all these things for for

them you are the god you are the tantric

how come you appear there one day in a

metal box

and feed them there are many monkeys

here and people you know keep coming and

doing these things and taking photos

with the monkeys

i said why did i do that

because it's

completely useless

so

same way

you will never want to stay here you

will never want to become the remain the

human once you progress the problem is

you get the powers only when you

progress when your intention will

manifest only when you progress

and then

this intention will be for something

else

which is worth having not for this thing

so what do we do on the path of

knowledge

we cultivate that's all we evolve we let

the evolution happen and how do we do

that by not sliding back why is the

evolution of everybody else so slow and

pitiable because

they go

forward two steps and then they come

backwards three steps then they get a

guru and go forward seven steps next

lifetime they're back four steps this is

how they are doing how is a seeker even

if the seeker even if he finds one inch

he takes that step

never goes back and with the guru with

the knowledge with awareness all the

tools

you know you have the basic knowledge

essential knowledge as well as you have

the knowledge of the illusion the

science also you have so your progress

is so fast

it's very fast actually compared to some

somebody who's ordinary it's blinding

fast people won't even see you it is so

fast still we are unsatisfied why this

is not happening today look it is

happening as per the

as per the laws of the memory is already

very fast what do we want we want to

enjoy this new status that we have as a

seeker wash the scenery around you and

drink the coffee

sit down in your lawn chair

enjoy the sunset because

the whole thing is progressing

automatically so i know only this much

yes you do your experiments and do not

do anything extreme and benefit

everybody start your own drama

because it's all drama already isn't it

your life is fake it is drama so why not

arrange it now i'm talking in the

relative way you know please do not say

that look you said that nothing happens

here uh we are talking in the in level

of illusion now

where you are the individual yes you

know i'm just reminding everybody else

sometimes i change the gears and you

should not get confused now so at the

level of the individual why not set up a

fakeness why not why not set up a drama

which is beneficial for everybody

here you will enter the guru field they

are nothing but total drama total fakes

they don't do anything which is

you know serious

yes he said it's too colorful the more

colorful it is the more you can say near

the true nature of the grow field the

more strange it is

you can say

now you're at the core of the guru field

nucleus of the guru field when the

strangeness goes too much yes that is

how they operate

it is never a serious business the guru

is never serious 90 percent of

what guru says all lies

all stories because the truth cannot be

said isn't it the truth cannot be said

are you lacking anything which the guru

should do very seriously to get you back

to make you brahman now because you've

lost your brahman hood no

you are the brahman

so he enjoys there is infinite time and

you should be like this

one minute i'm missing some questions

about rahul is saying

during my practices when i attend to an

object for long after a while it appears

as if the object is looking itself and

there is no seer as soon as this happens

attention breaks and this person is back

this is very normal

this is the technique you see the thrata

technique whatever you call it in

sanskrit

where

there is forgetting while looking there

your concentration is so much attention

is so much that there is forgetting of

this division of the experiencer and the

experience that is what i call the

experiencing it is not that the division

does not happen the division is not made

clear because for

for a while the mind feels no need of it

that i am here and the object is there

that uh activity stopped or it is you

know it diminishes it will never stop

but is ignored and then the impression

that we get is that i am that object

there is

no seer there is no same there is only

seeing this is the state of experiencing

and this is called

samadhi now remember that even with the

division it is same there is only see

there is only experiencing so even if

your attention breaks and the division

happens and the person is back the ego

activity starts

that look how stupid i am i'm looking at

the ball or something you see

for one hour i've looked at it

that activity begins but never lose the

experiencing keep the experiencing with

you that is your earning isn't it

one hour long meditation

what did you earn you earned this

sweetness of not being a person you got

this nectar of being the existence which

you are

but there is forgetting in the everyday

your struggle of existence struggle for

life you forget

so if even if you do it for five minutes

it is possible you know take any object

merge with the object five minutes is

enough

and it is already happening when you

sleep

there is no object nerve help so

just get the nectar and continue your

illusory life there is no point in

sitting there for hours like

there are meditators who sit there for

eight hours what is the point you are

you are that existence you are the

experiencing itself existence means

experiencing nothing else so even if

there is division no need to worry the

division is illusion