https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoLk9nqJPnQ
monika is saying there are some
experiences that leave a strong impact
on mind for a long time and it becomes
difficult to tackle with that and that
unwanted visuals keep wandering in mind
as a seeker how am i supposed to respond
to this kind of situation now the answer
should be obvious answer should be
obvious but you need to be in awareness
there is nothing wrong here as a seeker
also there is nothing wrong here what is
happening is the machinery is
triggered and it is doing its usual
dance the visuals are not unwanted as
soon as you say that they are unwanted
you have created suffering within you
although they are not also wanted they
are what they are some event happened
and now the machinery of the mind like
she said instrument
instrument is functioning properly isn't
it do you want it to function in some
other way no don't even think like this
that somebody some event has happened
which is negative some experience and
now you don't want the instrument to
function in the normal way you want it
to remain silent you will see that the
consequences are very bad for this there
will be no self defense there will be no
life left in you this this will be
treated treated like some kind of
madness there will be you will be sent
to the seeker will be sent to mental
hospital so it is not wise to
try to change what is happening in the
mind unless it is already an affliction
of some kind you don't want to change it
its healthy behavior and now you in this
whole knowledge you need to abide that
the instrument is functioning well okay
testing testing one two three four yes
functioning well
now watch it watch it under the
microscope of your awareness how it is
functioning now comes the important part
what should i do and the answer is very
obvious do that which is necessary do
that which is necessary somebody is you
know attacking you now the instrument is
functioning yes check but do you want to
simply observe the instrument there no
let the defense happen i mean there is
nobody to defend but let the defense
happen that is necessary if somebody
just joked about you you took it as an
insult no problem it's
normal but no action is necessary here
even though there is a desire for action
simply watch it and
the decision should be that well leave
it
and let it go and you will find that 90
percent of your actions desires and all
thoughts totally unnecessary that happen
in a day
you can let them go and the result is
immense amount of peace and bliss and
this
bliss is never disturbed because you
know i am doing the necessary it must be
done there is no eye also there is no
ego involved also you know that it is
happening it must happen like this i am
hungry is now i am disturbed you know
what has happened here i am a seeker i
should not be hungry but look this is
how the natural thing functions
now you should go and eat very simple so
this is the response to the situation
be in awareness
do the necessary do not react do not try
to stop do not suppress do not overreact
oh i am a seeker and this thought came
in my mind is the dirty thought
no it's okay it's fine it's all okay do
not act on it if it's not necessary
isn't it that will be an overreaction
you don't want waves in your mind you
want it to be calm and quiet little bit
of vibration sometimes happens that is
bliss
it it will come without meditation it
will come without standing on your head
this is the purest form of meditation
awareness not manipulating not holding
your breath to stop your mind that is
unnatural
remember that this is going to be
eternal this is what is going to happen
eternally right now you find that it is
very limited and limited by the form
that that is taken now the human form
when the human form will be dropped very
soon you are a seeker isn't it few days
remaining and then the same activity you
will be seen in another form same
activity in more advanced forms
you cannot get rid of it you cannot get
rid of the instrument and
only thing you can do is be detached
from it it is not me is it working okay
yes what is the sign that it is not
working okay suffering of any kind you
know the body is a layer of the mind if
the body is not working okay it produces
pain pain is a suffering it means there
is something wrong in the body now do
that which is necessary to stop this
defect to clear this affliction and now
it is happy this will continue forever
forever forever you need to let go let
go of this
madness to control everything be aware
the control happens
i can give you the recipe you know one
action to do under one circumstance okay
my husband said said this what should i
do guruji now you i'll tell you
something you could do this next day my
friend is to me my friend did this to me
now what should i do okay now do this so
how how much how many responses are you
going to memorize instead i give you the
master key and then the right response
will happen
monique is saying during a sudden shock
the one is worry less or even missed as
per my direct experience no problem at
all very natural isn't it when you're
crossing a road and big truck is coming
high speed do you need to run or do you
need to be aware no need to be aware
just run
run to the other side once you are on
the other side you can be aware that my
life is safe today thanks for not being
aware because awareness may delay the
action and then it is too late so the
mind has a built-in fuse box you can say
fuse when the
situation is urgent it
stops the higher layers from functioning
it has to be urgent or there needs to be
urge which means very strong desire
and the higher layers are suspended
what do we want do we want to interfere
in this beautiful mechanism of discrete
this creature has evolved for its
protection and whatever reproduction
growth have you seen that you know we
can learn a lot from the bald layer of
the body because it is visible and most
of the people know only their body so
you can check whenever there is an
attack on the body of the disease germs
what happens the body is put to rest you
don't want to get up first thing the
usual things the activities of the body
are suspended you don't want to eat and
you only want to sleep and even the
entertainment is not good enough it's
headache you don't want to talk to
anybody even your loved ones they are
irritating and
just want to wait the intellect won't
work a very mature person behaves like a
child when the person is sick he will
demand things
he will start crying he needs emotional
support and so on the higher layers are
suspended when there is an urgency and
once
the urgency is gone yes now they can
function and i
personally do not see it as a problem
it's okay
sudden shock yes we don't want awareness
there just deal with the shock and the
body deals with the shock the body mind
deals with the shock in the usual way we
don't even need to decide it is all
programmed nicely by the evolution it
will be done now yes there will be
consequences which you should now
tolerate elegantly
this is what happened
so
it's all okay i think and
there will be a stage when the awareness
will grow so much that nothing can move
it not a shock not a bad situation not
not fear not disease nothing and when
will that happen we don't know we don't
know and is it necessary no not
necessary not necessary at all
don't lose your sleep for that sleep
peacefully you see it is happening it is
happening already the seed is there now
it's growing continue watering it
cultivate the awareness it won't happen
overnight so don't worry about it at all
then in the shock i am not aware that
means i failed in my path of knowledge
no
the fact that you know this thing shows
that you have a lot of knowledge because
many people don't know all these things
you see majority do not
know when i am going through
some kind of emotional event do who
needs awareness there we don't as soon
as
the emotions want you to act
in some odd way you see there is a
natural action that suppose you're sad
you will just sit down you won't eat
that day okay if you're angry you will
just keep quiet and stay away for from
people that is a natural action but as
long as there is a trigger there is a
desire to do something which is totally
unnecessary then you will find your
awareness is there first like a
policeman before the crime happens the
pre-crime is there have you seen that
movie
where there was a pre-crime department
in the movie can somebody tell me the
name of the book they came to know in
the crime before it happened minority
report yes graham is right minority
report so
awareness comes in it knows already what
is going to happen what will the
consequences and then this action is
stopped
install the pre-crime department but it
should not interfere in the normal
working of the mind actually you should
become so aware that over this is also
happening that is also happening and
drink the juice
of it all after all you are you have
taken birth to get this experience isn't
it you are in the human form to get the
human experience and if you try to kill
it if you try to wipe out the whole mind
flatten it like barren land what is the
use of taking the birth yes you don't
want
this
mind to become too chaotic afflicted
abnormal you don't want to cross the
limit that's all but you want to drink
the juice and if you do not do it
if you suppress everything that happens
because i am the boss now i am superman
because i have the awareness next birth
will be in total unawareness and all
these separate tendencies will be
expressed
now this is the maya for you this is the
illusion if you torture her she will
torture you so awareness
has
this much function
watching that's all not doing the doing
happens
pondering is asking and does this happen
during death as well stopping of the
higher layers first
as far as my direct experience is
concerned i don't know death has not
happened so far fortunately so how can
we
how can we tell death is similar to
going to sleep isn't change of state now
you know what happens
when an aware person goes to sleep you
see that you don't have direct
experience so what are we trying to do
here we are trying to infer from our
existing experience logical influence is
really it it will be shown that it this
is what happens so just like an unaware
person ignorant person goes to sleep
total darkness is only you know going to
sleep and waking up same moment nothing
in between there's nothing in between
time stops time starts this is how the
experience of the sleep is what happens
when you go to sleep in total awareness
you will see there are mental events
very fantastic wonderful mental events
happen which you don't get to see in the
waking state the dream happens in
awareness and the projection happens in
awareness although these things happen
naturally also but no awareness
so what will happen during the death if
it is sudden like we are talking if it
is sudden if it is uh unnatural then yes
there will be shock wave reaction
you know and
yes who knows what can happen there and
it will be total darkness but
if it happens in total awareness you
will find that
colorful scenery appears during death as
well so that is why it is so important
to die peacefully in presence of a
master or if the master is not not
present because obviously he will die
first
but your
seeker friends should be there somebody
some student of that senior student of
that master and unfortunately we don't
get this luxury lots of people are dying
every day and obviously the master is
has
more important work than to observe dead
bodies every day so what do we do can
somebody guess
what is the alternative for you to get
some help keep the awareness on during
death not even that much awareness you
see just a little bit of intention
is good enough
okay party was saying be established in
awareness during waking state now it
will extend yes it's the best thing to
do you see prepare prepare for for the
death it can it can happen any day
actually the death can come any day we
don't know it's best to be aware today
but there is one more thing that you can
set up an intention or you can pray to
the guru field if you cannot set up the
intention they will set it up that let
my death be in total awareness there are
some advantages of it but not much i was
kind of obsessed by this thing but then
i dropped it because it's too much work
too little fruit that which is done by
mother nature is the best i learned this
and then all this desire all this
madness to control the death simply
vanished so i'll say you don't need to
do anything really but if you are
interested there are some things that
can be done although it is this not
totally necessary it is desirable to die
peacefully in awareness in a spiritual
environment not in a hospital not an
impure place
not in the battleground or
anything like this the consequences are
very bad
probably the worst are soldiers actually
in my case studies i have found
that in the what is it
limbo what is it called in
buddhism in sanskrit we call it the
prayethyoni but limbo i don't know the
english word maximum people are those
who die in
wars the war is bardo very nice thank
you
it has some other name actually bird of
something anyway so
maximum people the maximum suffering is
inflicted during war that is the worst
kind of death the horror of a war is the
worst kind that the humans have produced
yes limbo in english purgatory and
catholicism yes they suffer there for
many hundred years actually the next one
is
the death caused by crimes
murders and all tortures and the next
one is accidents
burning in fire and so on you see and
the next one is disease
dying by a horrible disease which is not
timely you see in the old age you die by
disease it's not a disease it's old age
no problem young age disease
kills you it's a problem then you can go
on in the spectrum of dead people it's
horrible see and then there is one more
kind of death which is untimely which
happens for some reason but yes okay it
was in the allocation
this much but still it is not good then
now we enter the green end of the i just
so shiva missing what about suicide so
yes it is
crime inflicted on oneself so it falls
in the worst category actually very bad
very bad then we go to the green end of
the spectrum where normal death where
the life was
lived but without fulfillment of desires
majority of the desires were not
fulfilled and majority of the experience
was suffering that you can say the
neutral zone and that is where most of
the people are 90 people they will end
up here unfulfilled desires with
suffering and in the positive end there
are fulfilled desires with the person
wants nothing but death gets it without
awareness without knowledge then there
are seekers at the higher end and they
have awareness a little bit of it
they are not worried about desires or
fulfillment of them i know they are not
my desires okay it's okay no not
fulfilled no problem
i am there for eternity i'll fulfill
them then at the higher end there are
people who are very very accomplished
they have the whole guru field with them
when they die they are taken to directly
to the guru worlds the higher worlds
where they decide the next allocation
and so on you see they are the ceos and
you can say
united nation kind of thing
the government
so
very high end they can decide whether to
take birth or not where to take birth
and so on you see bodhisattvas and all
so that is the highest end
where are you
where am i i sometimes think about it
where am i we are kind of 60 70 percent
above the average that's all if you if
you mark it
from 0 to 100 we are at 60 or 50 like
this
not 50 probably much better than that
but we need to progress a lot to achieve
a good death where you end up in a party
not in hell
do you want that yes yes everybody wants
it if you cannot have a good life no
problem that is what you are you know
that is what is your lesson for this
life you are sick you are in a bad
relation you are alone you are dying you
are diseased no problem at all somebody
killed you okay it's okay all okay
and the last moment should be peaceful
you should pray for a good death not for
a good life life is good already
let the death be good that is more
important
what do we do we avoid even the mention
of death we avoid even the thoughts of
death nobody wants the death you know
good or bad it's not even a question we
don't want it we assume we are immodels
especially the young people and they
don't need to worry about death but they
need they need to have the knowledge
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